It feels like I’m letting everyone down, like I’m a sucky friend and can’t be there for people.
One of my friends is moving soon and I really, really enjoy his company, he brings out the rascal in me and we have so much fun. He’s moving quite far… well… not THAT far. But being broke students we haven’t got the money to see each other that often. Today he asked me to come over to his place (He’s got social phobia so he rarely leaves alone)
But I have chronic fatigue syndrome and fibromyalgia, I’m so fucking tired all the time that I can barely walk my dog, my apartment is falling to bits and I’m too tired to even swipe the floors.
I know it’s not my fault, but I feel I’ve let everyone down and that I’m the one doing everything wrong.
And it makes me so damn sad I don’t know what to do.
Thanks for reading…